逆光 is from Stephnie Sun's newest album... ... its very very nice









也许我一直害怕有答案
也许爱情仅在风里打转
离开释怀
很短暂又重来
有时候自问自答
我不要困难把我们击散

我责备自己那么不勇敢
遗憾没有到达
拥抱过还是害怕
用力推开你我一人留下

有一束光 那瞬间
是什么痛得刺眼
你的视线是谅解
为什么舍不得熄灭
我逆着光却看见

那是泪光 那力量
我不想再去抵挡
面对希望逆着光
感觉爱存在的地方
一直就在我身旁

我不要困难把我们击散
我责备自己那么不勇敢
遗憾没有到达
拥抱过还是害怕
用力推开你我一人留下

有一束光 那瞬间
是什么痛得刺眼
你的视线是谅解
为什么舍不得熄灭
我逆着光却看见

那是泪光 那力量
我不想再去抵挡
面对希望逆着光
感觉爱存在的地方
一直就在我身旁

我以为无路后退
反复证明这份爱有多不对
背对着你如此漆黑
忍住疲惫
睁开眼打开窗
才发现你就是光芒!

有一束光 那瞬间
是什么痛得刺眼
你的视线是谅解
为什么舍不得熄灭
我逆着光却看见

那是泪光 那力量
我不想再去抵挡
面对希望逆着光
感觉爱存在的地方
一直就在我身旁

光芒
你是光芒

sooooo nice lor



I disected a sheep heart today!!!! .... it was so fun..haha... ... i know i absolutely lack humanity, to find cutting up an animal's vital organ fun... .. anyway, it was the best pratical ever. Me, su yee and jia huan. I think that we were the only three out of the entire group, who had fun with the disecting... ....the funny thing was that there wasnt even much blood.

When mr low talked about mutilating a rabbit and frog, i laughed so loudly... thinking back, i dont really know why i did that... .... rabbit... ... frog....

After we finished with the sheep heart, we left it in a mess... cut up to resemble.... i dunno wat... i even heard mr low talking about mutton satay... .. i guess im not the only one with a lack of 人情.. ... mutton satay... ... thats really cruel...

Five white sheeps died, because of us... for a good cause - scientific research. Anyway, the sheeps meat would have had been used for mutton soup or something.... ... so i cant say that they died JUST for us.... ....

To think that it was once beating and very much alive... ... once.... once... ...



BIO TEST IS OVER... ... omg...i was so careless, but whats done is done...no point crying over spilled milk! Im left with two test this week - history and amaths... ... 2 down,2 more to go...努力吧! 加油! Today was absolutely hactic, was studying bio during every lesson - under the table of course!!! But it was really quite obvious... ... to release my stress, me and theresa started cutting off bits of our ponytail.... ... extremely stress reliefing ( i know theres no such word）！

I personally feel that the humanities department is SIAO！They gave us two assignment and a group project to complete WHEN ITS ONE WEEK BEFORE MIDYR!!!! STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.... .... however on the lighter side, i realized that my CCA has been cancelled. Thanks to leng suyee who told me that alll CCAs would be cancelled only next week, i wasted 45 mins wandering around the school trying to find my cca members......SSSS...

Have to go study history now... or get it from LI.B... ...


Arrgg.... Im suffocating with the weight of the work load.... ... with the CME presetation, 5 test next week, the chinese blog, homework... .... and much much more, I NEED A BREAK.... .... I cant study finish biology how,how,how????My stress level is up to the brains and above.... ... SHIT... SHIT...SHIT.... are we built to be roborts and slaves to work....?

Its like 1 and a half weeks to mid year and i haven started revising! How are we supposed to study for common test and at the same time juggle our cca, projects, and mid year preparations?ARE THE TEACHERS MAD???? They are driving me crazy with all the work...STUPID!!! Yes i know am wasting time posting here.... but i need a tiny break. Just finished a 自我介绍 in the chinese blog ( its school work)... and i wasted 1 and a half hours on it....shit!!!

No time to study bio how?????????Im dying here.... someone please save me.....


Was really happy cause CCA was cancelled, but that was before the chinese test.WHY SO CHIM?SIAO ARH??? Study like crazy for the last two days- in vain... ... Anyway, went back with WSH and SW... me and shimin wanted to find out wat time the tuition center would open... ... we went to this teck whye tuition center, inquiring and stating that we had registered, only to relised that we were in the wrong tuition center..SHIT , SO EMBARAASING.... then we bought 5 dougnets ( i knoe i spell wrongly...) each and ate them on the way back... ...

Took the lift to to the 12th floor( i live on the 12th floor) and found this black cat on the steps... n panicked a little. The cat ( actually a kitten) was sitting on one side of the steps and thus i tried to squeeze past the cat.. BUT it tstarted moving towards me.It meowed so violently, such that i had a very good view of its two front teeth....YES, I SAW THAT THEY WERE VERY SHARP... tried to scare it away by stamping my feet really loud.... i stamped twice.. and the cat started to move towards me... ran to the lift and frantically pressed the button to go down... i waited for 10 mins downstairs, juz to make sure that the cat has left the stairs..went up again and thank godnness it was GONE...

Im now in the safety of my room... away from cats and dogs......
Have to complete my growing pile of homework... but its easy to accomplish as compared to facing a cat... ...


Anyway, i've decided not to dwell on that miserable shitty batty chemistry test paper.I wont be the only one who would fail in any case ( at least i hope so!)... ...Wasted alot of time on this blog, changing skins after skins.But its nice right? yeah i think it is... ... Hope Leng Su yee can get ger hands on the Fahrenheit poka cards.We both need it desperately.

Got to go study my chinese. There's a chinese test on Tuesday and Thursday.SHIT!


I juz realised today the Wee Shi Min set up a blog 2 years ago for 4logy.Wasnt even aware till this afternoon( im really slow, yes i know)... ...

School was rather enjoyable today( except the E maths test of course- my last question is WRONG). Im feeling really healthy after the torturous PE lesson. I think i lost about 0.2 kg.
Chemistry lesson was TERRIBLE. Me and my partner were absolutely lost in space. The degree of bordom a teacher can inflict on her students is amazing. I need a Chem tuition teacher NOW!!!

Went to Lot 1 with Shi Min after school to buy bus stamp and went home straight.END OF STORY.

Have to go, English Common Test tomorrow - narrative writing ( die ,haven writen a compo for yokes) and chemistry test on wednesday.

Looks like i'll have to give up watching Tokyo Juliet for the time being.

"胜人者有力，自胜者强。” 老子